Rayden turning 4 months old :)

Darling sitting on top of Zeus :)

His swimming session last nite...

His very first swimming lesson picture..

Time really passed fast...in a blink of eye...Rayden is turning 4 months old by tomorrow :). It seems like I have just given birth not long and now he is already 4 months old..took leave tomorrow because he is going for his injection and wanted to check with PD on various things such as whether his current weight is perfect? Why is he vomiting milk like merlion? What can be done to improve? Does his vomiting link to my breastmilk?? I wanted to prove this case because of some particular issue. As i felt that it has nothing to do with my breastmilk as it is normal and common for babies to vomit milk moreover i handle the milk with care and i delibrately went to purchase a mini freezer just to store all the breast milk. Intend to BF him till he turn 1 years old..hope that with dear's support i can endure and make it till he turn 1 years old.

Was feeling very sad and disappointed over something and wonder will there be better ones approaching? Hopefully so..praying hard for tomorrow..hope that i can make it and this time round they don't mind these factors..

Took Rayden for a swim yesterday and he was rather cranky and wanted to sleep..i guess he can only swim in the daytime but not the night..took him to NEX twice on a night time swim and both failed..he simply don't enjoy and kept crying...shall bring him for swim during the daytime next month since is the 7th mth now..lolz..so he needed to avoid swimming otherwise mummy sure nag..

I hope that my Lego will be completed ASAP..praying hard for the foundation to expedite and finish soon so that the rest will be pretty fast after that and we could have our own nest..our Home Sweet Home..then i don't have to live under the roof of others...Afterall having own's home is better than anything else..

Rayden is always having problem to sleep early at night, every night he will always cry badly before he goes to bed...really having a hard time coping with his such behaviour and wonder how long this has to goes on?? The poor daddy always have to carry him for hours and sing 一半 for him to listen before he sleep..but guess this trick will not last for long as he is getting rather impatient and kept screaming loudly at his dad..haiz..sob sob..pray that he be guai guai...

Super tired :(

Back to work since last Monday and since then I had not sleep much..simply lack of beauty sleep :(. Everyday pumping milk at 7am, 12noon, 5pm, 10pm and 3am..omg..daily no joke man..sleep only 3 hours a day or so..sob sob.Rayden is turning 4 months old..time really flies :( he is getting more n more talkative like the daddy sim.. He is minnie talkative sim..lolzz..this morning when he woke up..he was so busy talking to my Betty Boop pillow..haha..I can't help laughing at him..We signed him up for a 10 session swimming package @ $268 since he enjoyed swimming and loves water :) then all 2 sessions he was always laughing and playing happily except last sat because he was tired and wanted to sleep so was rather cranky and guess what? He doze off while swimming..haha.like father like son can sleep anytime anywhere..really take my hats off him. Every morning when he wake up.. The first thing he did is smile to me and that smile means a lot to me..is so nice n sweet that will melt my heart and this little terror learn a new thing.. He will open his mouth to kiss us when we tell him to do so..lolz..Ok shall stop here and will updates again soon.

maternity leave ending,sigh :(

Time really flies..my 4 months of maternity leave is ending soon..kind of mixed feelings..rather sad because need to work and unable to see rayden so often..everyday gonna see him lesser..the most is few hours deducting the time to eat,bath and sleep..haiz..I am thinking whether should I or should I not?? Hubby is very supportive and nice..he is asking me to proceed with it if I want and that he is able to cope with it..but at the same times I cannot be too selfish..so I am kinda of stuck..rather contradicting feeling I guess..one moment I felt like just go ahead with it but at the same time I am hesitating about it..Yesterday we took rayden out to swim...we even signed up a package for him..hehe..he enjoyed the swimming so much..we decided to sign the package and bring him there often..Seeing rayden growing day by day...his smile n everything just melts my heart especially when he laugh each time I played with him and also when hr kissed me whenever I asked him to do so..I felt so happy :)Nw rAyden and hubby is the most important ones to me.