There will never be any everlasting love nor loving you forever and forever all these are just fairy tales stories but will never happen in real life...I really envy my friend, Serene for having such a great and wonderful husband who truly loves her deeply who really put in effort to change for her by quitting smoking and even till her passing on he will still think of her all the time and always reminisce their past and even continue to talk about her in fb...serene have always said that she envy me for having such a great husband but guess she is wrong...the one who is having a great husband and being fortunate is her not me...just less than 5 years of marriage let me see through him and I had enough of this marriage and there is no turning back anymore...I want back my life I do not wish to be stuck in such meaningless marriage for life...the promises that he made was not fulfil at all and this shows n tells how much his love is for me...he may be telling me no he truly loves me but all these are just lies and not from his bottom of his heart...he is just keeping the marriage going for the sake of the kids...he can do this but not me...